I understand why you'd be scared, @Eleny. Still, it's worth trying it out in my opinion! I'm not sure what other kinds of support may be useful for you. Do you have any friends? Perhaps it may be useful for you to go to some Mental Health centers or anything similar that may help you to meet other people who are struggling with Mental Illnesses and who can relate to your situation. Just some thoughts for you! I DO believe having a support system is REALLY important so perhaps even just finding some new friends, who will listen and won't judge you, may be of GREAT help to you. And of course there's always PC so I hope that helps a little bit as well! I'm sorry if this post isn't really helpful! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME though. I'll gladly listen to ANYTHING you want to say! I'll try to offer some Advice as well if I can! At any rate, please keep seeking help! You CAN get throught this and YOU KNOW THAT! THAT'S A PROMISE! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Eleny, your Family, your Friends and ALL and I mean ALL of your Loved Ones! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF, MY AWESOME, CARING, DEAR, GENEROUS, KIND, SELFLESS, SWEET, THOUGHTFUL, WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND!