Welcome to PC! I agree with BirdDancer. My first thought was a mixed state. I also agree with her it is best to tackle states like these before they spiral out of control. I hope your psychiatrist listens to you, but please do not hesitate to let them know you feel like your problems are not being treated if they dismiss you again. You are suffering and they can help.

I wish you all the best and I hope this resolves for you soon so you can once again enjoy your life as you wish.