By accidently, I ended up losing like 20lbs, While taking 100mgs of Seroquel, because I started the chip diet lol. Basically, all I'd eat is chips with 3 beers to keep my anxiety down and save money. Otherwise, I'd spend $30 bucks on lunch EVERY SINGLE lunch, and spend 200 a week just on lunches because I'd always order 2 tall beers. But now that im on payroll, my taxes are taken out automatically. Thank god for my boss doing that. It's nice to not have to worry about taxes in the middle of the winter.

I shouldn't drink beer at work, I know, but It's nice to look forward to something in the middle of the day to feel a little emotion and to take away anxiety and depressing thoughts. I don't drink otherwise except when I write on the weekends.