Congratulations, wildflowerchild!

WC, I've got to admire your equanimity on the .gov situation! I'd be totally flipping my ****(!)

Christina... sigh... I wish for your situation to be better. All around. You are an amazing person! Your isolation sounds like good self care right now -- a reprieve.

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Around here, let's see... Tomorrow instead of regular T session, it's some yearly assessment (?) thing. I seem to recall there's a goal component. I'm thinking I'm going to try to address trauma -- my last relationship, especially how it destroyed my ability to trust, and maybe childhood stuff as well. And of course, continuing on the BDD, even though I think it's pretty hopeless and it's not considered a "serious" mental health issue. (I could go into why I understand that perception and how my case is far more extensive than that, but I'll spare you).

In good news, my boss was doing the (month/quarter/whatever, I wasn't totally clear) numbers yesterday, and I had the highest sales(!) That's a shocker, especially given how much time I missed! It also felt redeeming, as I made a really stupid mistake the other day and also really struggled with a project that caused me to get virtually nothing else done, so I was pretty down on my recent "valuable-ness". So the validation felt quite good. (Ha, how's this for telling? The boss exclaimed, "whoa, IZ!" and right away I said, "Oh no! Did I do something wrong?!")

Today's a day off with no set agenda. I plan on having a good one!