Dear T

I left you a voicemail telling you how horrible I felt and how much I regretted telling you not to care. I also texted to say i hoped you weren't mad and I was terrified of seeing you.

Then I cancelled my session

I dont expect you to mind read or even really remember who I am but I honestly dont have the energy to face you and tell you how I feel

I think I'm done

for a little while at least