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Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky
Thank you SO MUCH, guys!  Nothing in particular happened to make me feel this way. To be honest I've been feeling like this pretty constantly for the past few days. I'll NEVER get better!  I have ZERO motivation to do ANYTHING at all. How am I supposed to improve my life with this State of Mind? I just don't know how to get out of it. I really, truly have NO HOPE for my Future. I'm sorry to say that. Thank you guys for listening to me rant and vent though. YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME AND YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!  :group hug: 
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That's how depression feels all right, Mickey. It is the absolute pits and it can strike anyone at any time, no matter how famous or productive or virtuous. It's the strangest thing -- for me, when I'm in my depressed state I feel exactly as you are describing. And when I'm not it's as if I'm seeing everything from a totally different place. And yet I'm the same person in the same circumstance. Nothing has changed but my mood and my consciousness.
Sometimes when you're in the place you're in now, it can help to do almost anything. You might try picking some small task like doing the dishes and take the 1st step towards it. (You will not WANT to do this, but just go do it anyway.) Just go stand by the sink, or something. And sometimes just that small action will get your life juices starting to flow. And it isn't so much the point to achieve the dishes, as it is to drag your mind out of its current state.
By the way, I don't recall - are you on any medication?