((((((((( Mickey ))))))))
I’m sorry you feel like a failure, I don’t see you that way at all. I see a kind, sweet and compassionate person. I echo Thirty shades suggestion, do you spend any time with your inner child? Depression is cruel

I also think that comparing ourselves to others isn’t a good idea, depression wants us to feel bad about ourselves.

I’m sending much care and respect to you (((((((( Mickey ))))))))