Hey Mickey,

So sorry you feel this way. I know what it's like to feel that you aren't moving in any direction. I actually felt this way for about 12 years. Do you have a therapist? Do you think you would be able to go to school or learn a trade? Do you have a hobby? Writing, reading, sewing?? Maybe you need to get out of your head for a bit and do something you really enjoy.

I know how much love and compassion you have for others on here, especially me. You have done so much for so many people, maybe you can do something in that field?

I truly hope you get better soon.