@Milablanche

I’m so sorry you are going through this. I hope you can find some support and some help for such a difficult situation.

I think if I were in your shoes I would really, really need some shoulders to lean on and some wise advice to help me stay on a healthy path in life. A good counselor who is supportive and compassionate could really help you out right now.

Welcome to PC and I am sure you will find some friendly people here who are good listeners. I wish you all the best.