Thank you all SO MUCH, guys, ALL OF YOU! I'll try to be kinder to myself but I guess the point is that I don't see much in myself that deserves this kindness. I feel like I should be treated badly by everyone... that's what I deserve! I am currently seeing a Therapist but she isn't helping too much if I have to be honest. Yes, I'm taking some Meds and I guess they help with my Mood a little bit. I can't say I feel that sad, really... I just feel like I don't care about what happens to me anymore. I'm not sure if that's better or worse. Honestly I'm starting to doubt I am depressed and I just feel like a lazy person who doesn't want to do anything with his life. I feel like that is the Truth. Thank you for staying here with me, guys. I REALLY appreciate your help! I don't really deserve that either... but thank you nonetheless. Sending many safe, warm hugs to ALL OF YOU and ALL of your Loved Ones!