I don't know if you're into games but there are some motivation apps and sites that can be helpful. One I use is called habitica, you list things you need to do, tasks, habits, etc and every time you click that you've done one your little character gains experience toward leveling up and you can get virtual eggs you can hatch into different kinds of pets like wolves, bears, etc anyway, I understand the motivation struggle, just thought I'd mentioned this since it has helped me a lot
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type