Hi Blue, I am very concerned about you.
Is it too hard for you to stop into a store, even a convenience store to grab some food? If so, what do you feel is stopping you? anxiety? If so, what is triggering the anxiety?
For me, some of the criteria as to whether I am well or unwell, depends upon whether or not I am attending to basic needs, like food, etc.
I hope you will take some time out to get feed yourself.
I am interested in how you are doing!