Being angry is a natural and valid reaction, ExplodingSun56! Your feelings are ALWAYS valid! That said, I COMPLETELY agree with gaylegg about not letting your Anger overwhelm you. It seems like you're struggling with it quite often. Are you currently working with a Therapist? Perhaps that will be helpful Give it a thought, ok? That's ALL I'm asking you! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, ExplodingSun56, and ALL of your Loved Ones!