I see red flags everywhere in your thinking and actions. You are headed for a rabit hole if you keep. quiting meds. I've read many of your past posts and this one is similar to those that preceded the rabit hole. You need to find acceptance for the need for meds. You sound like you are in denial, the negotiations stage where you say this med not that med meanwhile your thinking and rationalizations for not eating and why it's fine make no sense and will make you sicker.