Wish you good luck, HALLIEBETH87!! I hope you'll have fun! Yes, I COMPLETELY agree with the wise fern46. Even if it's just friendly chat, it will do you good. Also, don't give up hope! I'm SURE you'll find the right person for you sooner or later, although you have to look for him first of course! Still, good on you for putting yourself out there! You're REALLY Brave! It is NOT easy to do those things when we're struggling. Kudos to you for trying your BEST! BE PROUD OF YOURSELF FOR THAT! CONGRATULATIONS! Be proud of yourself! Wishing you the BEST of luck with that ex-classmate! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and him, HALLIEBETH87, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones!!