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it's been a h**l of a year so far and things just keep on crashing on me (falling apart)! and I'm honestly terrified what it's gonna do to me...
just found out my aunt is in the hospital, newly diagnosed with a rare form of cancer, and I think maybe dying. according to the cancer website, the 5 year survival rate for this is less than 25 percent! I'm kinda terrified that I'm losing the last person who actually still gives a dam about me!!! who evens cares enough to message me, ask how things are going, and would even notice if something was 'not right'!
I've been dealing with a brain injury for 5 1/2 months now. my Grandma just died last year (was the only other person who 'noticed' me and was a supportive person for me). and on top of that, the loss of my 5yo cat less than 2 1/2 months after my Grandma last year (he was basically my kid!)!!! [been 14 months since I was on here last too]
kinda terrified I won't make it thru, be able to hold myself together anymore..........
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