I keep on slipping in and out of psychosis. I trying to think my way out of it and it doesn't work. Then part of me says **** it, and it's just easier to believe it and move on, which then I think "**** this is bad," when I'm not in a good state of mind. Maybe it's because I'm going down on my Seroquel, but I never needed the Seroquel until I had chronic sleep problems an now that I have to go off it so slowly.

The Trileptal, my mood stabilizer (1800mgs), is working so/so, still had to take Benadryl 100mgs last night. However, I haven't had to use the Remeron(antidepressant with sedating effects) but once. I'm saving that for the rush which happens from the 15th (Wednesday) until the 29th. I might get the weekend off during that period.

Roommate, which i dedicated her my mom and my sister too, my roommate wants me to sign and give her an inscription in the book i gave to her. I have no idea what to inscribe. Maybe "Thanks for giving me a golden cord when i needed it most. -(my name) Ill do that,.