Honestly, I’m not one to feel rejection or abandonment or anything like that this isn’t what this is. But I’m starting to think my therapist is not quite the same as when I first met her. And I don’t know if she knows it’s because I won’t ever call her out on her actions or what. Because I don’t because I hate confronting people. But dude don’t say “call me if anything comes up” and don’t say “I’ll try to call you back on my days off if I can get away from my kids” and then just flat out stop returning my calls all of a sudden but still acknowledge your getting them yet won’t apologize for not calling me back. I just feel like my mental health options are just ****ed up where I live.