I'm sorry I havent been on much. I'm so busy. I've been busy all last week since like idk when. Maybe a week and a half.

I dont start work until the 19th. And the first week I'll have to work 40 hours. All training. Idk what to do about it. I mean with that many hours and my disability. But I know it's only a one time thing. I didnt tell them I'm on disability but I feel like they know with all I've told them. Like about my job counselor and stuff like that.

I've been so stressed. I thought I lost my Medicare card yesterday but I was so stressed I didnt even see it in my wallet.

And we are thinking about moving. Our lease is up in November but we have to give them 60 day notice. Not completely sure what to do about the timing of all that. I've went through a lot of scenarios with my mom and sp. We found a townhome that's 1100 sq ft for 885/m. But theres only one available in sept. If we stayed here wed be paying almost the same amount for another year. And we live in a 580 sq ft. We didnt even bring all the furniture from both our rooms from our parents and it's still crowded. Any other townhome/duplex in this area will start at 1200 or 1300 and we cant afford that a month. And we need a bigger place. We cant afford a house right now. Theres houses for rent but they start at 1200 or more and most of them for rent say no pets. Etc lots of other things I havent mentioned with other scenarios.

Next week I dont have anything to do or very little so itll be my last time to relax and get myself together before the rest of my life.