But the thing is! What gets up my nose! Is I have seen two of her clients who have been seeing her longer than I have! So I'm like WTF!?
I have this thought she probably just trying to get rid of me. Because I watched this YouTube video of this therapist explaining how therapist are trained to get rid of clients who cause them too much stress. So they suggest another therapist.

Well since I've been thrown a hot potato to therapists. It hasnt excatly helped me with my rejection or abandonment. I dont want to start all over again! About my life story etc. Definitely not a student therapist!

I was hoping I will end therapy with her and no more therapy. I been going to therapy for 4 years including that crappy therapist. I haven't worked for 4 years due to my mental health.

I dont know what to do. Feeling really overwhelmed.