Thank you SO MUCH guys for your support! I've seen my therapist and things have been ok, but I STILL can't disclose the full truth to her and how I REALLY feel, guys! I feel REALLY weak, as if I don't have the mental strength to go on much longer. My motivation is still REALLY Low. I'm not quite sure how to handle it. I am trying to do some things at home though. It helps! However I still feel stuck on the same place for the most part. Thank you ALL for Listening and Understanding! YOU GUYS ARE REALLY THE BEST! PLEASE DO ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH ALL OF YOU, you WONDERFUL PEOPLE, and ALL of your Loved Ones!