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Originally Posted by Doremi72
Hi,
Throughout my life there we're, as far as i can remember, 2 instances were i wanted to kiss another man. This happened uncounsciously, my head started moving towards his. Wat the hell is this I thought to myself and stopped myself. To me this felt more like affection, like friendship, instead of sexuality.
Back is the fear of being gay,
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IMO sometimes emotional connection (where the other person is understanding and seeing the "real" you) can feel so good that our mind makes the leap into sexual imagery. I don't know if that means you are bisexual (you have been attracted to some women from what you have said). That you "fear" it makes me wonder if you have anxiety in general.
IMO lust can be fun but sex has a lot more meaning for me when I feel an emotional connection so the pursuit of friendship and emotional connection seems much more important to me than whether or not we are straight, gay or bisexual. Good luck finding connection!