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Originally Posted by ~Christina
Oooo Blue.
You have steadily declined since you started to drop your dose. This is your standard tumble into a black hole. 
Trust me I under stand your worries about long term AP use , but right now I think you need to get back on the prescribed dose. Get back on your feet [emoji44], sleeping and eating daily.
I understand how grocery shopping is overwhelming, I struggle also. I do agree that you need to give having groceries delivered a try. You MUST have food in your home. Not eating is self harm and its going to cause cognitive problems.
No sleep no food = a huge crash . So eat. Order take out! Feed yourself.
I often do grocery shopping at 2 or 3 am. No crowds of course. It’s much quieter. I get in and get what I need and I’m back home quickly.
Please Blue I’m very worried about you  |
I wish I could go at 2 or 3am, but nothing is open at that hour.
I didn't place an order on time to go for wal-mart pickup, but I drove to the store @ 6:50am and shopped for I think 10 mins at most. I bought a big container of large croissants form the bakery, some kind of fresh squeezed raspberry lemonade in a BIG bottle, frozen cheese ravioli, some sauce to go with the ravioli, pasta, and pasta sauce. Then I left because I couldn't take it anymore.
I started drinking some of the lemonade when I got home and my stomach started cramping and burning. I forced myself to eat two of those large croissants and now my stomach is dying.