Hi Razzleberry

hope what i'm about to say doesn't offend you, advance apologies if it does!

you are NOT a fat lazy slob !!! ALL eating problems imho...whether anorexia, bulimia, over-eating...have a psychological reason behind them but everybody reacts differently. One person starves themself, another over-eats. That doesn't mean that one is any less valid of a problem than the other. i can't speak for others but i don't find your post offensive or anything..it's an eating disorders forum and there are many different kinds of eating disorders.

have you spoke to anybody about this recently? a T, doc, best friend etc? i'm sure you know yourself the first step to getting help is letting someone know you have a problem? and letting us know is a great start but imo you need to let someone irl know so you can get some proper help.

i'm sorry but i really don't know what else to say, i'm not great at advice. i just hope i haven't offended you? and i'm sure others here will have plenty of advice for you soon.

just please hang in there and don't be so hard on yourself, you'll get there.