I'm sorry if I offended you. The reason I suggested IP wasn't that I think you are "that bad" but because there would be consistent support from others going through it too. You have tried so hard and so many different things and you struggle. I just wish there were something that could make it easier for you. I really didn't mean to insult you. I think you do an amazing job just to have bipolar and have your business and manage that so well. Having a whole extra battle can't help anything and I wish that could be taken from you.