Up date, I went to Florida for 4 days last week, to see my Daughter. We met at Silver Springs, and she brought her H. The first thing we did was look at pictures, and I gave her several things from when she was in my care. After we looked at pictures, she gave me a photo album of her growing up. Then we took a ride on one of the glass bottom boats. After that we went to Outback to eat. Our first day went very good. The next day we went to a few shops, and also had a very good time. Our last day my Daughter, and I went to a few stores around the city, then we sat at a bistro and just talked for several hours. Then her H met up with us, and we went to eat. I didn't get back to the hotel the 2nd day until about 8:30 pm, and the 3rd day about 10:30/11:00 pm. It was wonderful to see her. The first day I believe was hard for both of us, but after that, it was like we had known each other for a very long time. We will be staying in touch, and I hope to be able to visit her again as soon as I can, and her visit up here. It was very hard to leave, but I will be seeing her in the near future. I feel wonderful, like a weight that has been dragging me down all my adult life, is now gone. No more guilt, shame, regret, or anything like that about giving her to her parents. Her parents raised a wonderful, strong, smart woman, and I am very glad they are her parents. They saved her life many times, where I may not have been able to. When they were adopting her, they were asked why they were going to adopt a child that wouldn't live, and I am so grateful they did.