Hi Bizi thanks for asking

How am I ? Well I still feel very ill just so unwell. My husband said the other day we don’t have to go. Yes it was great to hear that.... but I know he really wants to go to his reunion and of course the baby’s birthday. He will see his 3 boys and I will have time with my daughter.

So there’s really no way for me to just stop the trip, he always supports me so I feel it’s only right that I somehow manage this trip. Somehow

I will just take it day by day or hour by hour or minute by minute if need be.

As for staying with our friends ? This is where I think the struggle will be most difficult just the lack of “me time” and dealing with the heat, it’s always so hot in there house, it’s Florida so going outside isn’t going to help anything.

I will just excuse myself when ever I need to and go to the bedroom with wet towels when I must have alone time and just refuse to feel guilty about it, yes that bits easier said than done.

I’ll likely be needing many reminders from all of you that I need no excuse to make sure I take care of myself in whatever way I need too.

I’m sure I will survive this trip ... right?