I don't know where to start from, but let me first thank you all lovely people for all the kind words, support and good thoughts you all have sent my way. I appreciate it all.

MickeyCheeky, Iloivar, Skeezyks, sarahsweets, Bill3 - thank you all so much.

I read your replies again and again and thought about it. I feel i have some clarity now

When i went to meet my family last weekend, i clarified that the constant infighting is affecting my job. And being the single bread winner in a family of 4, i cannot afford to lose it (job).

I've realized that i cannot allow such circumstances to affect my peace. They cannot take charge of my life. My life is mine. Only i will be its ringmaster.