I did forget since I last posted here about the curse.The gypsy hated me for another reason besides not giving her enough money.She had a friend who had tried to win the lease for the shop I was working in but my dad won it instead.So they were jealous.

These last few days I encounter the man I had loved and wanted to marry!It brought back horrific memories of the abuse he subjected me to.He was and is a narcissist.This is the man the gypsy said I'd never marry.I don't care about that cos he is bad.I didn't ask the gypsy to give me my pound back something inside me told me to let her do her worse I could survive it I just didn't let her tell me how it ends so that I could make my own ending.

Have I somehow dodge a bullet cos if I had been meant to marry him and didn't but he is a narcissist anyway then surely it's a good thing I didn't marry him?But I spent years ill and in terrible pain like the gypsy said cos I was ill and stuck running after my selfish narc family's needs.

Now I am lamenting and hung up on the last bit of the curse that I'd be terribly alone always.I feel loneliness has been my issue brought with me here from a past life and the gypsy was able to discern that.

I am not saying the gypsy made these things happen by cursing me but sometimes the sheer malicious animosity of her words and the nastiness of other people who have orchestrated to destroy me makes me feel the curse is real.Sometimes I feel I am fighting an on going battle against it!

So I came back to this thread today to be encouraged by the poem of the person that lifted the curse and hopefully if I perceive that there is no real power in it but only the energy I give to fearing and believing it is fuelling it hopefully I can release it and let is go.

If anyone else has words of support and encouragement I welcome you and thank you.