Hi Alpha , nice to see you again, I wish you were stable and just popping in to say hi !

But , I’m so glad that you have come here for support.

BirdDancer has already talked about your drinking and how that’s just not going to help you. So I’ll leave that part be.

I think it’s a bloody disgrace what the VA does to our military , my step son served and hurt his hip while in and he’s fighting to get help for it for the past 2 years. Can you make calls to your state congressman or woman. Squeaky wheel does tend to get oil first ???

Please keep posting your not alone , lean on us, we all “ get it”