T, how the heck do I work this out with IOP and you when disclosing information about SH or SI? Do I tell them first then you? You first then them? Just you? Just them? Whoever I see first that day? But you did say to look at it as this is what I need and they had a meeting specifically about getting me in this program. So I shouldn't feel guilty or worried about saying what I'm dealing with but I'm scared of a negative response like the last hospital.