Well, you can always tell them that "People change", @NeedHelp104! Please don't be afraid of getting better! Anhedonia sucks and I can relate to it! Definitely work on gettng better, and like ~Christina has already wisely said better than I ever could, who cares about what others will think! It's YOUR Life and YOU have to Live it! Please be kind to yourself! Sending many safe, warm hugs to You, @NeedHelp104, and ALL Of Your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF!