That DOES seem stressful, @Moose72! :eek I am SO SORRY for what you're going through! Please NEVER give up Hope! KEEP FIGHTING, MY DEAR, SWEET FRIEND! Hopefully your Doctors will be able to Help You. Definitely KEEP FIGHTING as much as you can! Once things get more clear about what you're actually struggling with, you'll be able to get the Treatment you NEED and DESERVE! Please keep posting here if it helps. You know we ALL care about you. Get well soon, my dear, sweet friend! Keep fighting like you ALWAYS do and keep us updated on your situation if you want to! You know you can ALWAYS PM me ANYTIME! Feel free to ALWAYS do that and I'll try to get back at you AS SOON AS I POSSIBLY CAN! KEEP FIGHTING, MY DEAR, SWEET FRIEND! I hope you have someone supporting you IRL, but even if you don't, WE'RE HERE FOR YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! Please ALWAYS remember that! I hope you'll get well REALLY SOON! KEEP FIGHTING, MY DEAR, SWEET FRIEND! YOU'RE STRONGER THAN YOU BELIEVE! Sending many safe, warm hugs BOTH you, @Moose72, and ALL of your Loved Ones!