Hi Angel, I definately think showing your post to the P-doc is a good idea, the very fact that you keep "forgetting" to discuss these issues says a lot. If you feel your depression is reaching a critical point,by all means be assertive in making sure it is treated as soon as possible. It can take a long time to arrive at the best med combo, make sure you are comfortable with and fully trust your pdoc and have patience w/ the meds many times we notice the side effects and not the benefits. Don't underestimate the value of exercise,diet, proper sleep, friends, and prayer. Good luck and know that there is a light at the end of your tunnel. dan