Baby steps, @Blueberrybook. I know you've probably heard that a lot but I feel like it's good to remember that sometimes. I'm REALLY HAPPY that ALL the other wise, wonderful posters are helping you out and giving you such WONDERFUL advice for you and your daughter. I hope it will prove to be useful for BOTH of you! Please remember to be kind to yourself. Taking some time to rest is NOTHING wrong at all. I understand how you feel though. Just keep trying your best to keep your mind occupied. I'm SURE you'll be able to get through ALL of this! Please DO keep trying! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and your WONDERFUL Family, @Blueberrybook! STICK TOGETHER AND KEEP FIGHTING!