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Originally Posted by Dysphoria
Do you guys remember what you did during mania? I am talking type 1 mania. And did you at the time think you were acting abnormally? My "manias" have never been fun. Mine are filled with anger, irritability and agitation. Mix that with no sleep for a week and it really sucks.
I have had hypomanias, though, that were "fun."
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My mania was psychotic. I can only remember bits and pieces and it breaks my heart to think about it. I was a terrible mess and rage is putting it lightly. It was basically the antethesis of who I am. Scary stuff. I do not miss it at all. I didn't think I was acting normally. I wasn't thinking at all. It was like my brain would decide something and I'd instantly do it.