I care, @HALLIEBETH87! We all do. Please be kind to yourself. You have much more value than you believe. Please do not quit your therapist. You're not a burden to ANYONE and he's there to help. You have every right to be helped. Please DO remember that! We're your friends and we're here to help and listen. I hope things will get better soon for you and will start to improve. Please keep working on yourself and remember that you have friends here. I hope you have someone supporting you IRL as well. Sending many safe, warm hugs BOTH you, @HALLIEBETH87, and ALL of your Loved Ones!