I am DEEPLY SORRY for your Aunt passing away, @jrae! I know how hard it can be! Take your time to grieve your loss. I'm sure you'll come out of this stronger than before. It will take time though. I agree with Stuck1nhead that you're a STRONG person. I understand that you're still struggling though. Wishing you Peace and Hope. I'm so sorry for your Loss. Please be kind to yourself. Stay strong, my dear, sweet friend. You're stronger than you think. I'm not sure if you have someone supporting you IRL right now but in any case, we're here for you and you know it. Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you need to talk. I'm sure PLENTY of others will gladly help you as well. You're strong and you KNOW IT! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, @jrae, and ALL Of Your Loved Ones!