I’ve been feeling like this a lot these days. The tidal waves of depression are compounding my chronic pain problems. I can’t do anything that I would really enjoy, physically. I’m grateful that I can at least still go for a walk I love being out in nature. Not necessarily with the frantic race “ out there “. Why is everybody in such a hurry ? My whole body aches but it’s mainly my lower back.
I never know when I’m going to make the “ wrong move “ that will trigger extreme pain. I’ve been through it all....... that’s why I’m so tired. No energy.
I see people in their 80’s doing things I can only dream of. But then again, who knows how they “ really feel “. I’m just tired . I know they’re a lot of people who have it way worse than me , but that is little consolation to my body. Sorry for the rant.