I hope the Seroquel works for you. I can understand how the change in procedure for scheduling your appointments could throw you a little, but it does seem like you are spiraling a bit. Taking the PRN meds seems like a really sound call.

I do hope your psychiatrist calls you back shortly and is able to lay some of your fears to rest. I also hope he can give you med advice over the phone like you're hoping.

I think it would be a good idea to go ahead and be honest with your husband about how you're feeling. You have been through a lot lately and I am sure he would want to help. Having his support would probably be helpful while you're in this mixed state. I hope it improves for you shortly. Hugs.