<font color="purple">These are some very painful questions to ask yourself, and I think you have alot of stregnth to ask them, it is true- that life can be a difficult journey, but please, don't stop. Life may be difficult but it is rewarding as well. Right now the road may be terrible-but just think, sometime from now...as you continue to drive, you will come to a path where the road is smoother and the sun is shining and the grass is fresh and green. The cliff may be faster- yet falling off a cliff leads to nothing but pain. </font>