Theres been a few moments this past couple of weeks, I've asked myself like "why am I here?". Like those few moments i dissociated. Not out of like mental illness, but like just now, for example, I'm watching tv and it went to commercial, and I'm back to reality and I feel like I shouldn't be here physically. Like sucked into a tv show and then back to reality. Like I should be with my dad at his house. Like I keep thinking idk this area or anyone here, I should be with my dad.

It's hard to explain. Maybe it is part mental illness dissociation. Like an uncomfortable feeling of I shouldn't be here.

I think its somewhat new to me that I'm on my own. Like I feel like I'm staying at a hotel and I need to go back home soon.

Idk.