Something feels "off" about me these past few days (especially today). I have racing thoughts that are distracting me. It's as if my thoughts are loud and amplified. Made up conversations go through my head constantly. It jumps from topic to topic. I am also becoming hypersexual and thinking about a co-worker, where it would be disastrous if I pursued anything,. At least I have that awareness, but the racing thoughts are still there, and I have lost my judgment in the past from mania.
All of this makes it harder to focus at work, although I've been pulling it off by fooling everyone (for now, that is). It is very hard to fall asleep, unless I take PRN klonopin with my Seroquel, but that just leads to me waking up, having strange dreams, then the racing thoughts begin all over again the next day.
This has all just started. I wonder if there is a small chance this will just pass without having to do a medication change and all of that?? Should I call my pdoc, or wait until my next appointment, which is 2 weeks from now?
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