I DID IT!!!
Well, I gave her an edited version of my 1st post as I was leaving lol. I felt so relieved up til about 15mins ago when i realised that now I will have to face her with this the next time I see her !!! But at least I have taken that 1st step, it does give me some relief (when the panic and anxiety subside lol).
So thanks again to everyone for your support