I find it hard making decisions too.

in my case it's because I was braught up with a really abusive family who would never let me be in control

so now rather than say: what do I really want, what option will be easier for me, I think.. well what would my abusers say?, and go with that

nnot healthy, and people say I am getting better, but it is still hard and takes me ages to figure something really simple out.