Take care of yourself, ~Christina. If you don't feel like going, don't go. Our health is important as well and there's nothing wrong with taking care of ourselves. This trip is already a big effort on your part! You'll go when you can. Please don't stress yourself too much over these things! Try to relax and to spend time with your Daughter. I hope your stay there will be as relaxing as possible! Take GREAT care of yourself. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, your Husband, your Family and ALL of your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!