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I'm at a motel. I still can't sleep. I'm so fed up with life. Losing this much sleep and being in this relationship is too much. It's all about him it seems. I'm the bad one. Everything is my fault. I feel so so tired of pleasing him and I'm getting hurt by everything.
He said we would do something for us. Never happened. It's almost all about him seeing his family. His wants and needs.
I mean nothing to him. He's ready to toss me out. Maybe I should get rid of myself soon.
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