You are definitely not alone. I struggle with this as well. I've been overweight my whole life and I've been on every diet known to man but several years ago (when my depression was at an all time low) I gave up on dieting and whenever I felt bad or down I would binge. I'm not hungry when I do it nor does it taste good. Sometimes I whine and pout to myself while eating because I don't know why I'm doing it. I do have to remind myself constantly that I'm not "a lazy fat slob" and that I just need help to get this under control. I wish us both (and anyone else who's struggling with this) the best of luck.