She does know my current meds make me want to off myself, and no I'm not looking for a new one. I've never met a psychiatrist who will listen to my concerns. I'm pretty sure they're all liars who do Satanic rituals to kill their patients so they don't have to deal with them anymore. Based on experience, none of them will listen to my concerns, and most are probably Trump supporters who want the "mentally ill" dead or in concentration camps. They're too stupid to know that if that happens they'lll be out of a job and won't be able to find another because they'll have tattooed on their heads "I have an IQ of 50 and I like to kill and imprison people." They are toxic, and I will not let toxic people in my life.