I know your upset about all of this and her idea how how to try and help you.

No one can be made to take anything unless it’s by court order and then usually it’s a monthly injectable Med.

I hope your anger lessens, I know your upset with her but the level of aggression and physical wishing she is shot?? Maybe thats just said since you just had the appt and isn’t something you would wish on a her generally.

Regardless of what’s needed I truly hope you get to feeling more stable and can go back to enjoying your life.